Thursday, January 10, 2008
It was rainy...yeah that's an excuse, it was internal. The rain didn't help though. Maybe if I had listened to "I'm Only Happy When It Rains" by Garbage it would have been better. It just seemed to drag on to no end, moving in circles and going nowhere.
What can I say? Not much happened...a little car swapping...some donut buying......maybe I should eat one of those. Maybe not, I did just eat an entire bag of Dark Chocolate Nestles Flips. This has got to be at least in the top 3 of my most boring/having nothing to say type posts ever. So with that, I should go to bed...here's a little mind numbing poetry for you. Oh and while you're at it, check out Sia's cd "Some People Have Real Problems", it's a good one.
"Why" -
Burn
Burn down the heart of me
Stripped
Strip to the part of me
That prays to forget his face
Burning to forget the embrace
Etched upon my brain
Every day still driving me insane
Yeah I’ve got everything
I’ve got it all and I’ve got nothing
I ran the race, I cried my tears
I told him every single one of my fears
And this monster in my dreams
Used to sing me to sleep
What happened to these feelings?
What happened to my everything?
I’m walking this road alone
A shy little girl that has been overgrown
I feel these thorns digging into my side
More and more every night
I wonder what I could have been
I wish I was what I should have been
And I can’t remember his voice from the phone
I’m left with my thoughts, all alone
For heaven’s sake, just take it away
Remove from me the memory of my mistakes
Let me forget my fears
Help me to forget the snares
I so naively jumped into
When my heart was pounding just for you
Kissed it all goodbye
But I’ll never understand why
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"Yours" -
What is this on your lips?
The sting of poison and my stomach flips
I’m falling, yes I’m falling
I’ll never quit stalling
This runaway train is running me down
Your arms are full of violence and I bare the crown
I wore the ring and I’m like a baby crawling now
Learning my life again and this I vow
I’ll never forget you
Let the moonlight beset you
I’ll figure it out, how to be alive
Like I never lived before, been revived
Remove the knife from my back
I’ve got some stitches but the pain I lack
I’ve grown too tired of crying
I wont spend one more day for you dying
This is my time to mend
I wont think of this as the end
I’ve got someone to hold my hand
I’ve got someone to be my best friend
You took a bite like a disease
I flinched at first, but now at ease
It’s not lasting
It was just in passing
Some days sorry I met you
Wish I could forget you
But I’ll never forget what you taught me
I’ll never forget what I never again want to be…
Yours
